oh damn. today is a totally totally..BAD day. its so bad i cant find the words to descibe it. argh. kk. lets start with morning.
i was woken by the extremely gross liquid spraying on my face. Found it was my brother's saliva. eww. so frickin pissed then i stormed out of the room. brushed my teeth blah blah. Went to practice for SYF auditions today on the piano. Got into a fit with my voice because it sucks. ARGH. HOW SPASTIC. went to school blahblahblah until SYF auditions. SO SCARY. jia jun's voice was GOOD. so tall and resonating. oh mannnnnnnn. oh man. oh mannnnnn. SO @$%&*#. i was like singing the "jing guo yue sheng" part for Sunset then ms loo was like,: Samantha, you are singing what is inside your head. NOT WHAT THE PIANO PLAYS." thus saying: SAMANTHA YOUARE SUCH A CRAPPY IDIOT. your voice sucks. it sucks it sucks get out of here i dont wanna see your disgusting face anymore. then i sang the Sakura song part. then she said something like if the Choir had another person like you, my efforts would go down the drain. something like that. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sneeha and geetha know how freaked out i was.
thanks sneeha for letting me shake you. ;]] it really helped.
damn. i know sec 1s have like no chance of getting in...my mind knows that and yet my heart goes theres a teeny weeny chance if you work hard enough. is it wrong to have hope? if i didnt have hope i probably wouldnt be so crushed. my heart is breakinggg. my dream is crushed. WAHH.
i was woken by the extremely gross liquid spraying on my face. Found it was my brother's saliva. eww. so frickin pissed then i stormed out of the room. brushed my teeth blah blah. Went to practice for SYF auditions today on the piano. Got into a fit with my voice because it sucks. ARGH. HOW SPASTIC. went to school blahblahblah until SYF auditions. SO SCARY. jia jun's voice was GOOD. so tall and resonating. oh mannnnnnnn. oh man. oh mannnnnn. SO @$%&*#. i was like singing the "jing guo yue sheng" part for Sunset then ms loo was like,: Samantha, you are singing what is inside your head. NOT WHAT THE PIANO PLAYS." thus saying: SAMANTHA YOUARE SUCH A CRAPPY IDIOT. your voice sucks. it sucks it sucks get out of here i dont wanna see your disgusting face anymore. then i sang the Sakura song part. then she said something like if the Choir had another person like you, my efforts would go down the drain. something like that. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sneeha and geetha know how freaked out i was.
thanks sneeha for letting me shake you. ;]] it really helped.
damn. i know sec 1s have like no chance of getting in...my mind knows that and yet my heart goes theres a teeny weeny chance if you work hard enough. is it wrong to have hope? if i didnt have hope i probably wouldnt be so crushed. my heart is breakinggg. my dream is crushed. WAHH.
Sam (: - 3/16/2005 07:06:00 PM