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Saturday, April 29, 2006

okay i shall just say it no matter how stupid and nyek it sounds.

i love rg choir! i love rg choir! lovelovelovelove.

no i dont want choir concert.

I REALLYREALLYREALLYREALLY dont want the sec 4s to leave.
oh crap. oh crap. crap. :(( i will REALLY REALLY miss all of them.

sigh.sigh. ick.ick. crap but whatthe why are they all leaving after choir concert? there's no more O levels what, and there still the overseas trip. (HAHA)

okay i m just saying that to cheer myself up.


CRUD.

CRUD. i dread choir concert. :'(

Sam (: - 4/29/2006 06:36:00 PM


"I quite like my seating arrangement. It's positively entertaining. Just so you know, I'm blogging in an on/off English/American drawl. Well, maybe not. And my room smells sour. Dreadful. Back to the topic, darling. It is really fun being at the corner. Samantha's constant proclamations on how she's addicted to the human touch, Jessica's incessant nose-blowing antics and the whole trashy boob-talk thing. Yup we've got in down pat.

CLE was insightful. We (Sam and I) discovered a whole new philosophy, being the Sharks that we are. We were mildy shocked by the phrase "You hit me with a rock and I'll hit you back with cotton". More like "You hit us with a rock, we'll hit you with a bigger rock." That was very coincidental. We both thought of the same thing. Jessica was proudly a compromising fox, which she failed not to rub into our aggressive little faces. Well maybe she didn't. Maybe I'm lying. Maybe I'm a fat balding old man wearing a wifebeater and scratching my crotch while updating. I don't know how that came out."




AHHHAHHHAH. i am amused.
i love vic.
=================================

concert stress is getting to me. i know all i m talking about is choir concert nowadays, so hope you all can understand.

i dont know how we're going to pull this concert off. )):

ahh i think jac and suet are talking about me on their blog! but i love choir! )):
sigh okay i guess this is my last choir concert then.

:((

Sam (: - 4/29/2006 06:24:00 PM


Monday, April 24, 2006

[::..sam is going to die...::]

Okay shit people I know you really don’t want to know this but my ******* hurts really badly and it might even be bleeding. So it’ll probably be infected very soon and then I will die. Just in case Samantha dies, Samantha wants to say:

I love you all very very much. I love Cat, Chanel, Elaine, Eliza, Fiona, Geet, Guiqi, Jac, Jessica, Jiali, Jingyi, Kayleigh, Peiying, Victoria Suet Tzeqing and many other people. Like daddy mommy and God. See all according to alphabetical order so people don’t feel nyeh.

My living will:
If I have to be on a life-support machine please do not take the thing out so I will suffocate. Suffocating = Suffering. And Samantha does not want to suffer. So please just make me drink mophine or something. DO NOT INJECT ME EVEN IF I MIGHT BE IN A COMA OR SOMETHING.

Also, I want my body parts to be donated. And do not cremate me please please do not cremate me. Just bury me. Thank you. And that is the end of Samantha’s morbid post.

If you do not see me in Choir tomorrow, you know what that means : Samantha is dead.

Goodbye!

Shit why do I even bother no one would even notice I was gone anyway. They’d just be like Sam? Sam who?
Sigh.

Sam (: - 4/24/2006 04:47:00 PM


Saturday, April 22, 2006

today i had catechism, and it really made me think, why am i going for confirmation.

confirmation is to confirm your faith in God, to say, yes i do want to be a Catholic, i do love God.

do i? i want to, but i still doubt. i really admire people who can take that huge leap of faith, believe unconditionally in something they have never seen.

Lord, help me to see you and believe in you.

i just found out that hell isnt really a place of fire, terror of ugliness where you get chopped up everyday. its a place thats is full of pleasure, but absent of any love, just a cold world. somehow though, i think that is even more terrifying than a fiery hell.

i just cant imagine a world without love.

Sam (: - 4/22/2006 06:41:00 PM


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i dont think i can bear to see this years batch of sec 4s go. you all have been so fantastically wonderful, i m almost as close to some of you as my batchmates.

gah i hope we'll still see you after concert.

concert stress is slowing crushing us but we'll stick together and stay strong.

i hope this year's concert will be good.

Sam (: - 4/19/2006 06:43:00 PM


sometimes i surprise myself by how fake i can be.

its comforting to knwo that there are other people just like me struggling to find and believe in God. i love you guys.

thanks for sticking by me throughout this episode. whee love you.

nyeh i wish i were rich.

Sam (: - 4/19/2006 06:30:00 PM


Monday, April 17, 2006

oh man. i think urbannymph has like the gorgeousest bags ever.

haha if you dont like my taste its okay! cause i like it!

i love retro bags!

Sam (: - 4/17/2006 06:15:00 PM


NO! it cant be! that tag has just signified the end of my choir life! and possibly my life as well! what if it turns into this big humonguous hooha and ms loo says, samantha, i think it would be best for the choir if you just quit.

I WILL DIE!! i m too young to die! i know many people who would want me dead, but all in all, i treasure my life!

what if she comes after me with a chopper!

argh!! i m scared.


YAY THANK YOU LORD FOR MY FANTABULOUS geog marks!
okay whatever people it may not be high to you but i havent had a single high mark this whole semester so WHATEVER.

grah!! i need an extension for hist pt!

CRUD I DONT WANT TO DIE!

Sam (: - 4/17/2006 05:56:00 PM


Sunday, April 16, 2006

grah i hate those days when you get out of bed and you're so nyehishly sluggish and you feel like the world hates you.

its so sad when i realise that though i love so many people, i really dont know how many of those love me.

sam is sad.

argh the popular of bras basar is horrendously annoying! its chick lit, not chic lit. geesh.

yay today daddy was baptised, but it was tiring and stupid because we focused more on taking pictures and i didnt even see him baptised. )): but i saw him confirmed yay! i wish i could say i was a devout christian but cant.

sometimes i find myself doubting the existence of God and that is like the ultimate sin. i wish i could say i see god in everything, but i dont. god in war?

and my mom was like picking on me throughout church. like people look at your face already so gross, then you still want to destroy your body [by picking your scabs]?

I HATE THE WORLD.
ARGHARGH!!!!

stupid bryden chew. he still hasnt replied. ARGH I AM HORRENDOUSLY PISSED.

Sam (: - 4/16/2006 08:36:00 PM


Friday, April 14, 2006

i love so many people in this world.
thank you lord for giving me so much.

Sam (: - 4/14/2006 09:01:00 PM


Friday, April 07, 2006

AHH on myheritage i got Zsa Zsa Gabor and Pierre Curie for my male face! and that is like my best photo! my sweet-looking sci pt one!

zsa zsa gabor looks like dolly parton! rah i do not look like her!

and in another photo, not the monkey face one, i was looking normal and they said no matches!

AHHHA we were walking around Toa Payoh and chanel mocked the ring thing. CHANEL YOU ARE AMUSING I LOVE YOU! eliza uhh. i ll think about it. HAH.

chanel go post the pictures up!


sheesh the watson's woman gave us the blackheads mask thing. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY WOMAN! nyeh i dont like you.

AHAHA CHANEL IS STILL CRUSHING ASPIRIN I SHALL GO MAKE FUN OF HER NOW.

___________________hello 3 practices for choir is the basics. 4 is the norm. GET USED TO IT. and i dont like your jacket. poo to you.

can you stop being so gross. why did they dump all the off and airy people in alto 2.
nyehs that means i m off and airy too! i thought my voice is okay. augh!!

sheesh you ugly jacket person maybe you look up to the other super off person in your section or whatever, but your blogging style and level of annoyingness is EXACTLY THE SAME as hers.

i dont LIKE you.

Sam (: - 4/07/2006 10:26:00 PM


its annoying how trying this week has been.

it isn't the effort. it just so disppointing when you have given up your time, your soul and part of your life, and the result is crap.

we need to believe.

Sam (: - 4/07/2006 10:11:00 PM


Monday, April 03, 2006

our busking is not going well, but people dont give up hope!

we must aim to perform by this year concert!

hearts i love you all! okayy maybe not ALL of you but all those who went for busking on saturday. :D

Sam (: - 4/03/2006 04:38:00 PM


neh. thanks for the uhh green bra that was exactly the same color of the Ice Lemon Tee bag! but i will never wear it. like i will never wear the thong. NYEH. the bra's cups are so screwed vic actually had to arrange them. i was like o.o what are you doing?

anyway. Today's rock climbing was screwed and mrs Anis probably thinks i m a FREAK or one of those losers who always cry after every exam. crud i am turning into one of them can you imagine? and i was like so scared that nitya would fail because of me. i really dont care (okay i do. a bit. but quite a large bit.)if i fail rock climbing. and the FREAKING ANNOYING thing i hate about crying is that afterwards everyone will think im crying when actually i stopped eons ago.

WHY DOES MY FACE TAKE LIKE ONE HOUR TO RECOVER FROM crying? i am cursed with short, clumsy, no boobs, phobia-of heights genes and red face genes.

this sucks.

and tomorrow is my CLE interview thingy . and then i m afraid i will be like:

SCENARIO 1:
ME: hi
BC: so, what is going on in your life now? what responsibilities do you have?
ME: nothing.

CLE REPORT: samantha is a lazy, irresponsible girl who cannot take on resposiblities.

or.

SCENARIO 2:
ME: hi
BC: dont worry about rock climbing its okay. are you troubled? why did you cry?
ME: -cry-
BC: O.O

CLE REPORT: psycho freak. NYEH GET AWAY FROM ME!

freak i am damn scared for the freaking interview tomorrow! bryden chew will probably counsel me or tell me that i am too noisy/ have an attitude problem.

crud.

to do:
- read geog notes.
- do sci ws
- finish chinese thingy
- start on hist pt? (probably not :D)

whee.

Sam (: - 4/03/2006 04:25:00 PM