i m just so glad its over.
i know things will never be the same between us but well, we can try.
you know when i went to your blog, and i was waiting for the thing to load, i was debating, should i close the window? because if you posted about how you hurt and were confused or just wanted to give up on our relationship, i didnt want to see it.
but if you didnt blog, i was scared that it meant that this meant so little to you that you didnt even bother to blog. i guess that yes, i didnt trust you enough, even though i wanted to.
you know when i saw your post, i cried again because i was so happy. and i love you i love you i love you. i cant say it enough, but i hope you get it.
our conversations were magical. they always seemed too short, too short.
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oh and thank you suet. i think it was quite funny that we both were talking to you and i said i cant tell you who she is. and you knew who she was and you played along. you're wonderful. :) i love you!
i really missed you during our break. even though it was for less than a day, it was way too long. yes, it was just.. different.
well, i think our friendship has been true, but its just there are some things i feel i cant talk about to you sometimes and it feels like there's a really big wall between us. i hope we can change that. i m afraid peiying, sometimes of what you think of me, because the person i am in choir is not really the person i am at home.
okay this sounds weird. i need to call you. now.
i love you peiying.
i know things will never be the same between us but well, we can try.
you know when i went to your blog, and i was waiting for the thing to load, i was debating, should i close the window? because if you posted about how you hurt and were confused or just wanted to give up on our relationship, i didnt want to see it.
but if you didnt blog, i was scared that it meant that this meant so little to you that you didnt even bother to blog. i guess that yes, i didnt trust you enough, even though i wanted to.
you know when i saw your post, i cried again because i was so happy. and i love you i love you i love you. i cant say it enough, but i hope you get it.
our conversations were magical. they always seemed too short, too short.
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oh and thank you suet. i think it was quite funny that we both were talking to you and i said i cant tell you who she is. and you knew who she was and you played along. you're wonderful. :) i love you!
i really missed you during our break. even though it was for less than a day, it was way too long. yes, it was just.. different.
well, i think our friendship has been true, but its just there are some things i feel i cant talk about to you sometimes and it feels like there's a really big wall between us. i hope we can change that. i m afraid peiying, sometimes of what you think of me, because the person i am in choir is not really the person i am at home.
okay this sounds weird. i need to call you. now.
i love you peiying.
Sam (: - 6/05/2006 08:46:00 PM