my worst nightmare has uhm occurred/ come true or whatever.
I HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN CHURCH AND CHOIR!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i know like you're supposed to place God over earthly matters. like, invest in your afterlife! cause God will be with you after you die, but uhm choir wont.
like i might be a better singing angel in the choir(s) of heaven. okay i have this image that all people do in heaven is walk on clouds. and sing. and that all angels are blond.
OH WAIT. THAT'S ONLY IF I ACTUALLY GET INTO HEAVEN. which i wont. because i swear. a lot. ARGHHHHH.
okay maybe choir will help me. like i can sing really high and hopefully all the (hopefully) glass doors of hell will shatter. and i will BE FREE! oh wait im not a sop. ARGH.
ARGH THIS IS SO!!! not good for sam because she doesnt not make decisions well.
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WHY I SHOULD GO FOR SOMETHINGOOD:
1. i won't enjoy myself at choir camp or experience God worrying that something will go drastically wrong without me (again wishful thinking because that's only for important people. sigh)
2. because there will be a LARGE imbalance in altos. like 2 to 5 sops. and when eliza sings the you cant hurry love solo, sixuan will have to sing the harmony alone.
3. I DONT KNOW ANYONE IN CHURCH CLASS WELL. i m like this SHY person. hello, sam shy?
WHY I SHOULD GO FOR CHRUCH:
1. because i have a duty to God because he created us. and i should place him before anything else in my life (i.e. CHOIR). ---> because i should.
2. because i should.
3. because i should.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. looking at the list. i should go for somethingood. maybe this is a test from God. like if i choose somethingood then i have to go straight to hell. i like life very much thank you.
DAMN.
I HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN CHURCH AND CHOIR!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i know like you're supposed to place God over earthly matters. like, invest in your afterlife! cause God will be with you after you die, but uhm choir wont.
like i might be a better singing angel in the choir(s) of heaven. okay i have this image that all people do in heaven is walk on clouds. and sing. and that all angels are blond.
OH WAIT. THAT'S ONLY IF I ACTUALLY GET INTO HEAVEN. which i wont. because i swear. a lot. ARGHHHHH.
okay maybe choir will help me. like i can sing really high and hopefully all the (hopefully) glass doors of hell will shatter. and i will BE FREE! oh wait im not a sop. ARGH.
ARGH THIS IS SO!!! not good for sam because she doesnt not make decisions well.
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WHY I SHOULD GO FOR SOMETHINGOOD:
1. i won't enjoy myself at choir camp or experience God worrying that something will go drastically wrong without me (again wishful thinking because that's only for important people. sigh)
2. because there will be a LARGE imbalance in altos. like 2 to 5 sops. and when eliza sings the you cant hurry love solo, sixuan will have to sing the harmony alone.
3. I DONT KNOW ANYONE IN CHURCH CLASS WELL. i m like this SHY person. hello, sam shy?
WHY I SHOULD GO FOR CHRUCH:
1. because i have a duty to God because he created us. and i should place him before anything else in my life (i.e. CHOIR). ---> because i should.
2. because i should.
3. because i should.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. looking at the list. i should go for somethingood. maybe this is a test from God. like if i choose somethingood then i have to go straight to hell. i like life very much thank you.
DAMN.
Sam (: - 6/15/2006 05:28:00 PM