really, sometimes i wish choir wasnt such a big part of my life.
i think i have a problem. why cant i be a normal person! urghurghurgh. i wish i didnt talk to people that much. then people wouldnt think i m weird. URGHURGH URGH.
EW why cant i be a normal person! urghurhgurgh. OMG I SPENT LIKE 12 BUCKS TODAY I FEEL SICK. i tell you, going out with vic and eliza makes me splurge. peer pressure i tell you. i shall never go out with them again. they always suggest places that cost like 15+ bucks plus to eat. totally out of my budget! :/
ahhaha this friday i shall go out with.... mish! okay maybe not, but i want to go out with like fiona or guiqi. OH YES. GUIQI. i havent talked to her for really long.
i think i am quite freaky. i actually write down a list of people i want to get closer to and write down steps to get closer to them. currently on my list is fiona, guiqi etc. (those mentioned in the post earlier). i am so pissed! there is no choir for like really long until prague practices when it will be like really intense like SYF practices thus there will be no time for us to learn Salmo 150! and that nice song Fiona was singing and Suet promised to teach! rawr.
eeee i totally screwed up Chinese this morning. like omg i only used one chinese literary device for BOTH QUESTIONS I AM SO DEAD. and my comparisons are completely screwed. like they showed a view of underwater world the many fishes swimming about. and i said that the fishes were like noodles in soup because there were probably as many of them as the noodles in soup. crude translation, but whatever. and then the second picture was of a sun rising/setting and but only the sky around the sun was orange and the other part of the sky was black.
so i said that it was like an orange on a black tablecloth, its juice staining the cloth slowly. and it is white, so it is like the eyes of heaven/the sky going blind because it is white. OH SHIT THE TEACHERS ARE SO GOING TO BE LIKE huh what is she talking about or give me like 2 upon 12.
my life is so over.
OMGWTH I AM SO PISSED MY MOM JUST WALKED PAST AND SHE LOOKED AT THE SCREEN AND QUOTED 'my life is so over' and snorted. eeg. i feel sweaty after seeing what i wrote WHY CANT I WRITE ELOQUENTLY AND NICELY LIKE MISH. her letters (in sec 1 anyway) are so focused (not digressive, anyway) and coherent! my letters to Cantankerous Adorable Thingum are so .. random. eeks.
omg SHIT. ugh ugh ugh. i realised that i act very impulsively, ('without inhibition') and then afterwards i regret it a lot and i worry which is bad. urgh really, why cant i be normal! like a normal quiet girl. like uhhhh.... shzehui. or mish. not that quiet, but not loud, and would never be considered weird or anything other than nice.
eeks.
i think i have a problem. why cant i be a normal person! urghurghurgh. i wish i didnt talk to people that much. then people wouldnt think i m weird. URGHURGH URGH.
EW why cant i be a normal person! urghurhgurgh. OMG I SPENT LIKE 12 BUCKS TODAY I FEEL SICK. i tell you, going out with vic and eliza makes me splurge. peer pressure i tell you. i shall never go out with them again. they always suggest places that cost like 15+ bucks plus to eat. totally out of my budget! :/
ahhaha this friday i shall go out with.... mish! okay maybe not, but i want to go out with like fiona or guiqi. OH YES. GUIQI. i havent talked to her for really long.
i think i am quite freaky. i actually write down a list of people i want to get closer to and write down steps to get closer to them. currently on my list is fiona, guiqi etc. (those mentioned in the post earlier). i am so pissed! there is no choir for like really long until prague practices when it will be like really intense like SYF practices thus there will be no time for us to learn Salmo 150! and that nice song Fiona was singing and Suet promised to teach! rawr.
eeee i totally screwed up Chinese this morning. like omg i only used one chinese literary device for BOTH QUESTIONS I AM SO DEAD. and my comparisons are completely screwed. like they showed a view of underwater world the many fishes swimming about. and i said that the fishes were like noodles in soup because there were probably as many of them as the noodles in soup. crude translation, but whatever. and then the second picture was of a sun rising/setting and but only the sky around the sun was orange and the other part of the sky was black.
so i said that it was like an orange on a black tablecloth, its juice staining the cloth slowly. and it is white, so it is like the eyes of heaven/the sky going blind because it is white. OH SHIT THE TEACHERS ARE SO GOING TO BE LIKE huh what is she talking about or give me like 2 upon 12.
my life is so over.
OMGWTH I AM SO PISSED MY MOM JUST WALKED PAST AND SHE LOOKED AT THE SCREEN AND QUOTED 'my life is so over' and snorted. eeg. i feel sweaty after seeing what i wrote WHY CANT I WRITE ELOQUENTLY AND NICELY LIKE MISH. her letters (in sec 1 anyway) are so focused (not digressive, anyway) and coherent! my letters to Cantankerous Adorable Thingum are so .. random. eeks.
omg SHIT. ugh ugh ugh. i realised that i act very impulsively, ('without inhibition') and then afterwards i regret it a lot and i worry which is bad. urgh really, why cant i be normal! like a normal quiet girl. like uhhhh.... shzehui. or mish. not that quiet, but not loud, and would never be considered weird or anything other than nice.
eeks.
Sam (: - 8/22/2006 08:15:00 PM